gosh, some much happened the past few days... too bad i didn't have a net connection to write these things down, now i dun even know where to start.

let's go by days... ;)

Sunday

Hmmm, zp and I arrived at the chalet after *much* delay caused by jl who called us up repeatedly. somehow i feel bad for being so... unhelpful cause we were late and he was repeating the same problem over and over again... but i really sympathise with him, shall be nice to him... :) The night was great, was feeling quite excited, like i always do when i first arrive... was glad to see aa gun there... haven't talked to him in ages! hurhur... good friends will forever be friends... :)

Monday

Due to severe lack of sleep, was quite tired... played lots of cards games and ps2 the night before and talked of course... believe it or not, we went to play basketball early in the morning. actually, it ain't the we part that's shocking, probably the fact that i played... was quite fun, and i actually shot some shots in... :) anyway, me and aaron left early for the beach... the weather was lovely, a light mist kinda rain was just flying across my face, while my feet was in the sand, feeling every swirl of the waves around them and the sand tickling me... such a nice feeling. and did i mention the beach at changi is so much nicer than that at east coast? less rubbish and clearer waters... :)

After that, it was mahjong (finally got the set) and swimming... was actually scared that daryl was coming soon, didn't know what to expect, was hoping and praying that things would turn out fine... well, i didn't leave though i was considering... and well, i must say, that was a really good decision i made. at first, when i first saw him, he looked like he was gonna eat me up... haha... so i thought i had made the wrong choice. disappointed, i just wanted to get away from him, hence the excessive bugging to go to the arcade... :$ yup, but somehow, things changed... he gave me tokens at the arcade, tried to talk to me at the chalet... if i was being unreceptive, then it must have been the shock at what was happening. but after a while, it sunk in, and i realised it was true. it was a such a warm feeling, and i know it brought about great relief. dorin even told me that she and her sis were laughing in joy when we were sitting next to each other talking...

so the day continued, we had bbq, and i actually taught a few pple german bridge cuz it was something new... they picked it up quite fast.. but i'm still the master! :P then, we went bowling where i kinda got pissed at first cause i was not finding my mark... but it did get better. zp was just amazing, hitting pins down like swatting flies...? impressive. finally, we returned, and just continued with our mahjong/ps2/card games.

slept at like 5am... and i'm still feeling the effects, so pardon the crappy language...

Tuesday

woke up today, and just sat around till sel was ready to go k box... well, she's been wanting to do this for quite long, so we all went... :) well, the first part was fine as the couches were nice and the ice milo was nice... but things started to go wrong. haha, really wrong, i was actually gonna bitch about it here, but then what's the point. if some pple aren't gonna feel bad for what they've done, then yeah, good that their conscience is so harmless... :) yups, anyway, it really just killed me, and it was so bad i had to leave for quite a while. and it didn't help that pple were just singing love song after love song, made me feel a little lovesick... thank goodness i'm over that. oh, so sad, i didn't get to sing... like all the songs were chinese and i didn't know them at all... :(

went back, and just sulked, and sulked... sorry everyone, couldn't really help it... and yeah, i dunno why u were missing me, and sorry if i was kinda mean/harsh, was already in a really bad mood, and i couldn't excatly bring myself to comfort u the way i would usually like to. anyway, it seems u are better, again... and hopefully, it'd finally stay that way... :)

and val, do i look really fierce when i'm upset? :P haha...

okie, so i had many long talks after dinner... first with nick, then zp then nick again... well, i dunno what to say... am just so so so grateful for friends like u... you're the best man! after talking to them and all, walking through the dark chalets, i felt so much better. all the bottled up crap from the afternoon was just released, and i felt alive again... thanks guys... :)

yup, so it was the last nite, and opps, forgot to mention the arrival of matt... he was so damn comical, wanted to walk from the train station?!! rite... and no, i didn't know tt u were pissed over the phone... maybe cuz i was in a daze... :P

anyway, it was the usual games we played, nothing much new... that ends the important happenings in my life the last few days... :)

leaving for yuan's house soon, dun believe it, my eyes can barely keep open... i must be mad.

PS: val, i'll buy you all the stuff i owe u... and thanks a lot for the concern u showed for me, i'm fine now, really... :)